My brother knows something about Cole. And suddenly, I need to know what.”

What I Was Never Supposed to Know

The morning of the wedding, I found Jake behind the house carrying a crate of champagne.

“Put that down,” I said.

He looked at me. “Good morning to you too.”

“Yesterday. The divorce. Explain.”

Jake kept walking.

“Hannah, can we not do this now?” he asked.

I stepped in front of him.

“No. You had ten years to pick a better time.”

He sighed and set the crate on a table.

“It was stupid,” he said. “We were nineteen.”

“That is not an explanation.”

Jake rubbed a hand over his face.

“I thought I was helping.”

“Helping who?” I asked.

He looked toward the field, where the first rows of chairs were waiting for guests.

Then he said, “Cole asked me about you.”

My stomach dropped.

“What do you mean, asked about me?”

Jake hesitated.

“He wanted to know if you were interested in him.”

I stared at him.

“He asked you that?”

“Yes,” Jake said.

“Why?”

Jake gave me a look. “Why do you think?”

I almost laughed, but nothing about this was funny.

“What did you tell him?”

Jake looked away.

That was enough.

“Jake.”

“I told him you weren’t interested.”

For a second, I just stood there.

Then I said, “You told him what?”

“He dated everyone back then,” Jake said quickly. “Nothing lasted. You were my sister. He was my best friend. I saw exactly how badly that could go.”

“So you decided for me?”

“I panicked.”

“You lied.”

“Yes,” he said quietly.

I folded my arms.

“And then you told me he was seeing someone.”

Jake nodded.

I felt heat climb into my face.

“You told both of us the other person wasn’t available.”

“It sounds worse when you say it like that.”

“It is worse when I say it accurately.”

Jake winced.

I started pacing.

“All these years, I thought he chose someone else.”

“I never told you he got married.”

“You never corrected me either.”

“I know.”

“When I mentioned his wife?”

Jake looked miserable.

“I kept thinking it was too late to explain.”

“So you just let me keep believing it?”

“I was embarrassed.”

“That is your defense?”

“No,” he said. “It is the reason.”

A voice behind me made both of us freeze.

“The reason for what?”

I turned.

Cole stood a few feet away with a garment bag over one shoulder.

He looked from me to Jake.

Neither of us answered.

Cole lowered the bag onto a chair.

“What did I walk into?” he asked.

Jake exhaled.

“Nothing you need to deal with today.”

Cole’s expression hardened.

“Hannah looks like she wants to kill you, so I am guessing that is not true.”

I looked at Jake.

“Tell him.”

Jake closed his eyes for half a second.

“Hannah.”

“Tell him,” I repeated.

Cole looked between us.

“Tell me what?”

Jake finally said, “She thought you got married.”

Cole frowned.

“To who?”

“The girl you were seeing when we were nineteen,” I said.

Cole stared at me.

“I never married her.”

“I know that now.”

His eyes shifted to Jake.

Slowly, something clicked.

“What did you tell her?” Cole asked.

Jake said nothing.

Cole’s jaw tightened.

“What did you tell her, Jake?”

“I told her you were seeing someone.”

Cole stared at him.

“You told me she was not interested.”

The air went still.

I looked at Cole.

He looked at me.

For ten years, I had thought his distance meant I had imagined everything between us.

Now I knew someone had put it there.

Jake stepped forward.

“I was trying to stop a mess before it started.”

Cole laughed once, without humor.

“You lied to both of us.”

“You were nineteen,” Jake said. “You were dating a different girl every few months.”

“That was my business.”

“She is my sister.”

“And she was an adult,” Cole said.

Jake’s face tightened.

“I knew you. I knew how you were.”

Cole shook his head.

“You knew enough to make the decision for both of us?”

I could barely look at either of them.

Cole turned to me.

His anger softened slightly.

“I thought you wanted nothing to do with me.”

“I thought you had chosen someone else,” I said.

He stared at me.

Neither of us seemed to know what came after that.

Jake broke the silence.

“Look, none of this matters now. Cole was not serious about you back then anyway.”

Cole turned toward him.

Jake kept going.

“You had a crush. That was it.”

Cole’s face changed.

Then he looked directly at Jake.

“I asked you because I was serious about her.”

I am sorry, he was SERIOUS about her. Ten years of distance because of one lie is brutal. Like this episode and share it with someone who would never forgive the brother.

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